Microscopic Misfortune
For a while, I hated poetry. Hate is a strong word – I disliked poetry to a large extent. For the life of me, I could not manage to create poems that I was proud of. I took a creative writing course a few years ago, and soon fell in love with poetry. There was something about the freedom that came with creating poetry. I was drawn towards that freedom. Poetry granted me a voice for exploration – both in my personal bubble and in the world around me. I have attached my favorite piece from that semester below.
Microscopic Misfortune
Welcome to my home.
I’m sorry if it’s too hot or too cold.
I like to live in the extremes.
My friends refer to me as water bear.
But, you can call me “T,”
Short for Tardigrade.
I spend most nights traveling
To the depths of the sea.
To get away from everything that
Surrounds me.
You may think the pressure is mighty,
But I find it supportive and snug.
Like the moment someone wraps you
In a bear hug.
I was told you were searching for me
To find a way to relinquish the pressure;
The pressure built up by stress.
I could say, “soar to the moon, and leave
It all behind.”
But, I don’t think you’ll be able to survive
Even a second’s worth of time.
Due to my microscopic size, you may miss
Me as I zoom on by.
Don’t feel bad or sorry or sad.
Just know – I choose to roam on my own.
I advise you do the same.
Disregard the weight of pressure
Of your world.
Leave it behind and join me.
Sometimes when it gets to be too much,
I shut down and go to sleep for a while.
I know you can’t do that, but you can
Dream.
Dream of a world where you’re one of us;
Invisible to most, but recognizable in the
Cloudy dust.
* * * * *
Similar to the tardigrade (the animal present in the poem), I found that the pressure of the world can be overwhelming at times. But, with pressure, comes release – that joyous feeling of accomplishing something or venturing in a new direction. I released that pressure when I became confident in my poetry.
Nicholas